†My life†

I've been waiting sooooo long to leave St Andrew's Sec and move on to a JC, I have longed to be free, but the goodbyes I had to say hurt me more inside than anyone can imagine...
I thought I have always wanted my freedom but now that I see what I have left behind in the process...it hurts..
I'll miss my friends even though I know I will make new ones, but that still doesn't change the fact that I'll miss ya'all guys...
I'm confused, our school saying is that "Once a Saint always a Saint", am I still a saint?I'm leaving my old life and I've promised myself not to look back, but why do I still dwell on my memories...
Why is life sometimes so difficult, you wait forever for someting that you think is all you want but when you finally get it you feel pain as well...I wish I could suppress these feelings that I have inside me...but why do I bother?...I know that my past is what has made me what I am today and I'll never forget that...
I don't think I'll ever forget you guys and I hope that you won't forget me either, I sincerely hope that we will meet again someday...

Well O' Levels are over and I'm FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok yeah I'm over-reacting but still, it feels great to be out of studying and I juz wanna say that my Daddy has been with me throughout this time and he has walked with me every step of the way and I know that he really loves me. =)
Hey to all you peeps that are going to take your O's next year, take Asher's advice to me, study knowing that you have the victory, I for one can say that it works, so thanks for the advice bro, it really helped. =]
Believe and you WILL receive, remember that always my beloved peeps...

Heyz NCC[New Creation Church] peeps,
Just wanted to say that I just feel so so blessed that I'm in New Creation Church, and I guess that words just can't describe how totally blessed I feel, coz as u can probably see, I'm at a loss for words right now.
But anyway I juz want you guys to know, especially my good bros, Asher, Immanuel, my band(COG) and everyone else, that my life has just been so blessed by your friendship and by Pastor Prince's messages. I feel like a wanderer who has finally found his home and is going to stay. So anyway that's about it and I just feel so blessed...haha.Well I think I should get back to my revision, coz I can't really think of much more to say, so anyway, see you guys this Sunday and stay blessed peeps...

O'Levels are coming in a few days and time is obviously running out...Hmm, kinda makes you wonder why time seems to move faster when you need it...
Well, I don't think I would be able to answer that, but to all you peeps that are taking your O's like me and are really running short of time...yes also like me, I just want to give you some advice that people like you and I can use...
By the way, this advice was given to me by my best bro Asher a while ago, he told me that I should study knowing that my victory is already mine because Jesus has already won the battle for me on the cross 2000 years ago.
So I KNOW that victory is already mine because Jesus loves me SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!!!That he died for me on the cross before he even knew me.....And to all you children of Christ out there, just know Jesus loves you too.....