Sunday, November 27, 2005
Confused
I've been waiting sooooo long to leave St Andrew's Sec and move on to a JC, I have longed to be free, but the goodbyes I had to say hurt me more inside than anyone can imagine...
I thought I have always wanted my freedom but now that I see what I have left behind in the process...it hurts..
I'll miss my friends even though I know I will make new ones, but that still doesn't change the fact that I'll miss ya'all guys...
I'm confused, our school saying is that "Once a Saint always a Saint", am I still a saint?I'm leaving my old life and I've promised myself not to look back, but why do I still dwell on my memories...
Why is life sometimes so difficult, you wait forever for someting that you think is all you want but when you finally get it you feel pain as well...I wish I could suppress these feelings that I have inside me...but why do I bother?...I know that my past is what has made me what I am today and I'll never forget that...
I don't think I'll ever forget you guys and I hope that you won't forget me either, I sincerely hope that we will meet again someday...
Eugene_Long Sunday, November 27, 2005