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Dance Club

2006-11-30T14:02:00.000+08:00

Hi all,

Blogging again. Well anyway my school Modern Dance Club just had a dance camp. Wish I could have gone for the whole thing but well I was busy..

In any case I still went for the BBQ and I really enjoyed myself.

But later I lost at a card game and kena do forfeit.. Goodness..

Yes and got film one loh!

Changed

2006-11-15T22:57:00.000+08:00

Reflecting upon the year that has past..
Since that day that I stepped into TPJC..

Since the time that I was with my Guai-Kia group..

To the time that I hung out more with my SA friends

To the time that I got into my new A04 class..

So as time has past, so much has changed

So much is no longer the same..

So many people have come into and left my life

I wonder when I'll see them again..

So I've learnt to treasure the time and friends that I have now

And I forever will

So my friends and people in my lives..

No matter who you are..

Or how long I've known you..

I just want you to know that you are a part of my life

And I'm a part of yours too

So if tomorrow we do not see each other anymore

And we part ways in life..

I'm glad I've had you in my life and I'll never forget you..

-Written to all my friends

Reflections

2006-11-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

You know what guys?

It's been an entire year since I've left SAS
And I've just realised how much I have changed since last year.

Hmm, it's been such a long time since then

Anyone else noticed?

Well for one thing, I'm walking a closer walk with my Jesus every single day.

I've changed in terms of my interests too.

I would have never imagined dancing before.

But now I do.

Here's a piece of advice to anyone.

For anyone to hear...

Don't ever think that you will stay the same forever.

We change from day to day.

Live your life one day at a time

And treasure everyday that you live as who you are now

Coz one day you may change

But when that time comes, then like yourself then too

Coz Jesus will definitely love you no matter what you are like.

His love is the only constant in life.

And will forever remain constant..

So in short, I just want you to know that Jesus loves you

And this is just another one of my posts.

See, I do update my blog once in a while...

Hello all

2006-11-14T00:47:00.000+08:00

Hmm, what can I say? Exams are over, I'm promoted to JC2, project work is done and now I'm having my holidays.

But all that stuff doesn't really matter does it?

Nope at least not to me...

Here's a brief summary of my year that really matters to me.

This year,

I stepped into my new school TPJC, still very much the same Eugene from St Andrew's

It was really a culture shock to me

But since then I have made great friends in my class and school, like Michelle, Ai Ping, Raj, Aaron, MJ, Zawa!, Lisa, Aisyah, Nandy, Shi Yun, Dixon, YuKai, just to name a few.

But I've also made many Kingdom friends in this new school,

Kelly, Michelle, Mari, Joey and many others in my CG

Yup, that's the kinda stuff that really matters to me now...

So in short, if you are my friend, even if you are not mentioned here due to a lack of space.

I just want you to know that you matter to me.

In fact, you all matter to me a lot.=)

♥

2006-09-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

A heart beats only so many times in a lifetime,
through good times and bad,
through our laughs and our tears,
through victories and trials,
through love and hate,
from our birth until our last breath,
but do any of these really matter?
Is any of them eternal?
None of them are, and none ever will be
Therefore it isn't the fact that a heart beats that matters,
but rather the reason that it beats
and mine beats for you...

Missing the seniors

2006-08-14T15:13:00.000+08:00

Hey all my seniors from Dance and Choir, just wanted to dedicate this entry to u guys.
I'll really miss all of you and the time that we spent together.
Wish I could juz write down how I felt about all the seniors here, but that would be a little weird, so I'll just write about a few.
Queen I'll never forget how you helped me when i was still struggling to learn how to take my first steps.
Ardi, you were always there to pick me up bro and not to mention teach me lotsa stuff I didn't know.
Kenny, you were always so friendly when I first came into choir even when you didn't really know me.
But what I really want to say is basically that I'll miss you and I'll never forget you guys and I hope that you will never forget me either. I also hope that we will meet again someday, so it's not really 'goodbye' but just CYA later!

My prayer

2006-08-14T15:08:00.000+08:00

Jesus I want a gifting Lord,
I want to be able to sing your praises and cause shakings in the world.
Jesus I want to stand in the face of millions and speak your word.
Jesus I want your anointing upon my life,
I want to speak what you want me to say.
Jesus I want to fly on eagles wings and soar with you.
Jesus take my life O Lord for it is what I want and bless it O Lord so I may be a man of God who can truly be called a history maker.

A New Life

2006-01-31T17:26:00.000+08:00

Isn't Singapore nice? Took this photo myself, can u guess where I took it from?

Hi all,
Yea it's been a long time since I last blogged in, well I have been kinda busy. Juz entered my new life at TPJC and I'm adjusting to the new environment of being in a mixed gender school. I also have to adapt to the change I have to make from being a triple science student to being a full humanities student.

Anyway, I'm enjoying my new life so far and I guess you could say that I'm staying in TPJC, so to all the peeps that have been trying to get me to go back to SAJC, sorry guys but I just don't think that'll happen; don't stop trying though, maybe you'll see me there if you make me change my mind.

Oh yeah and to all my friends who have been asking me when I'm gonna get myself a girlfriend and stop enjoying my singlehood...keep asking coz I'm not going to tell you in this post so keep waiting...

Confused

2005-11-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

I've been waiting sooooo long to leave St Andrew's Sec and move on to a JC, I have longed to be free, but the goodbyes I had to say hurt me more inside than anyone can imagine...
I thought I have always wanted my freedom but now that I see what I have left behind in the process...it hurts..
I'll miss my friends even though I know I will make new ones, but that still doesn't change the fact that I'll miss ya'all guys...
I'm confused, our school saying is that "Once a Saint always a Saint", am I still a saint?I'm leaving my old life and I've promised myself not to look back, but why do I still dwell on my memories...
Why is life sometimes so difficult, you wait forever for someting that you think is all you want but when you finally get it you feel pain as well...I wish I could suppress these feelings that I have inside me...but why do I bother?...I know that my past is what has made me what I am today and I'll never forget that...
I don't think I'll ever forget you guys and I hope that you won't forget me either, I sincerely hope that we will meet again someday...

My Daddy God is good!

2005-11-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

Well O' Levels are over and I'm FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok yeah I'm over-reacting but still, it feels great to be out of studying and I juz wanna say that my Daddy has been with me throughout this time and he has walked with me every step of the way and I know that he really loves me. =)
Hey to all you peeps that are going to take your O's next year, take Asher's advice to me, study knowing that you have the victory, I for one can say that it works, so thanks for the advice bro, it really helped. =]
Believe and you WILL receive, remember that always my beloved peeps...

I feel blessed...

2005-11-03T18:34:00.000+08:00

Heyz NCC[New Creation Church] peeps,
Just wanted to say that I just feel so so blessed that I'm in New Creation Church, and I guess that words just can't describe how totally blessed I feel, coz as u can probably see, I'm at a loss for words right now.
But anyway I juz want you guys to know, especially my good bros, Asher, Immanuel, my band(COG) and everyone else, that my life has just been so blessed by your friendship and by Pastor Prince's messages. I feel like a wanderer who has finally found his home and is going to stay. So anyway that's about it and I just feel so blessed...haha.Well I think I should get back to my revision, coz I can't really think of much more to say, so anyway, see you guys this Sunday and stay blessed peeps...

Only days till O levels...

2005-11-03T18:02:00.000+08:00

O'Levels are coming in a few days and time is obviously running out...Hmm, kinda makes you wonder why time seems to move faster when you need it...
Well, I don't think I would be able to answer that, but to all you peeps that are taking your O's like me and are really running short of time...yes also like me, I just want to give you some advice that people like you and I can use...
By the way, this advice was given to me by my best bro Asher a while ago, he told me that I should study knowing that my victory is already mine because Jesus has already won the battle for me on the cross 2000 years ago.
So I KNOW that victory is already mine because Jesus loves me SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!!!That he died for me on the cross before he even knew me.....And to all you children of Christ out there, just know Jesus loves you too.....

Reality is only what you believe it to be

2005-06-30T20:19:00.000+08:00

Well school has started and prelims are coming soon...sounds bad huh?But not to worry, I have Jesus on my side and basically it's all about what I want to believe and so I believe that with Jesus on my side I am highly favoured, greatly blessed and deeply loved...and I'll do more than extremely well for my prelims and my O levels...I have a positive expectation of good things to come and I have faith that God will see me through my exams this year!!!So to cut the long story short, I have faith that what I confess through the words of my mouth will come to pass in my life and so I say that 'I will do well in my prelims and my O levels and I will enter a good JC next year!!!'.Amen.

A day of firsts

2005-06-30T20:18:00.001+08:00

Well today was the first day of school after the holidays and haiz it was rough...but dun worry coz I had Jesus on my side and his presence beside me has been especially strong ever since I had the vision of Heaven at camp.I am now fully secured in his presence and I know that as long as he is for me not even the world can be against me, because I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength and I am Highly Favoured, Greatly Blessed and Deeply Loved!!!

Second sight

2005-06-30T20:18:00.000+08:00

After having my first vision of heaven written in my previous post, I had a second one after i was slain on that same night.My vision was that I was kneeling, amongst millions of people, worshipping and singing songs of praise and my eyes were transfixed upon a throne far in front of me.Blinding light surronded that throne but it didn't burn my eyes and my voice sounded different...heavenly...I also saw figures moving within the light but they didn't cast shadows...kinda weird huh?I think that they were angels and the light that i saw was actually emitted from them but of course I'm not entirely sure...but Heaven sure is beautiful...my eyes also saw the things around me even though I was only looking at the throne, everyone around me was wearing robes and my knees rested on clouds and all of us sang praises to our Lord Jesus together as one...but my vision ended when i looked away from the throne and at the things around me...Haiz sad huh?But you know what the amazing thing is...when i got back from camp I suddenly decieded to read Revelaton which I have never read before and everything described by me here is roughly the same as what is in the Bible.Totally cool huh?My God is truely my Daddy God and I love him so much!!!

True beauty

2005-06-30T20:16:00.001+08:00

During my Adventure camp this year, there was a service held that i will never forget.Everyone present was slain and it was during that time that i had a vision...I saw a golden pathway leading to a golden gate, everything was blanketed by clouds of gold and the Sun shone brightly upon everything.I believe tht what i saw was Heaven and although it sounds good here believe me it looks a lot better than I'll ever be able to describe.

Loving you

2005-06-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

You are my everything, my light in the dark, sun in the rain. If only I could express my love for you in words but my love for you goes far beyond description. I would give up everything for you and would never be able to live without you, for you are the air that I breathe, the very beat of my heart, without you my life would mean nothing to me and time would just stop.

A Fresh start...

2005-06-30T20:11:00.000+08:00

Hello all, hey this is my new blog, hope u guys visit it once in a while...

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